O testemunho No.2 da Gohar

 It took me a while to gather my thoughts and put my experience in Lisbon into words. My arrival came with its own set of challenges, but looking back now, I can genuinely say it was all worth it. I met incredible people, friends for life and felt emotions I don’t think I could have experienced anywhere else. What I’m taking home with me are the bright, inspiring people I met, the laughs, the endless inside jokes, the sunny and rainy days (both literally and metaphorically), joy of having really cheap coffee around every corner, a newfound love for tremoços, and just an overall wave of good vibes.

I lived in Anjos, and what started as a group of strangers quickly became a family. This flat was warm, adventurous, supportive, and simply beautiful in every sense. We had our ups and downs like any group of people living closely together, but at the end of each day, everyone cared enough to sort things out and not carry unresolved issues into tomorrow. I built deep connections with my flatmates, with friends outside the project, and maybe most surprisingly with Lisbon itself. I now know the city better than the one I’ve lived in for 30 years. Lisbon became home: cozy, welcoming, and full of life, with parties, jam sessions, live music, and festivals always around the corner.

My work experience, however, was more complicated. Communication with my association was sometimes challenging, and the lack of clarity left a bit of a bitter aftertaste. I truly hope things will improve, because mutual respect, support, and honest communication are essential especially in an experience like this. I met expectations, exceeded them at times, and failed at others. All of that shaped me and taught me valuable lessons. While I arrived feeling supported, the departure felt heavier and lonelier from my association’s side. I never fully understood what shifted halfway through, despite trying my best, which left me with some uncertainty.

Still, I want to highlight that the people in my association are wonderful, talented and full of good energy. I shared great moments with them, and I’m grateful for that. Despite the challenges, I’m thankful to everyone, to Portugal, and to SPIN for giving me this opportunity. All the memories I’m taking home will stay in the warmest and coziest corner of my heart.

With lots of love and longing